I only say "might" because well, I take the biggest test of my life on October 16th, and I'm super super super nervous. Passing the NCLEX means that the last 16 months has been worth every hellish minute, every bitter and desperate tear, every late night and early morning....you get it.
But...I'm finding myself highly distracted by life. I considered deactivating my FB account for about 5 seconds...totally changed my mind, and realized that I need an outlet to think, to reflect and to write.
While I find my voice again that's been buried under 15 layers of normal vital signs, pharmacology, question trainer tests, decision trees and more, I'll use someone else's words. I seem to be pretty good at that. Very often, they just say it better than I.
“Your problem is how you are going to spend this one and precious life
you have been issued. Whether you're going to spend it trying to look
good and creating the illusion that you have power over circumstances,
or whether you are going to taste it, enjoy it and find out the truth
about who you are.”
(Anne Lamott)
There's still so much I'm finding out about me.
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